I am and I am not

My being eludes me, but I am whole. Whatever truths I realize are contested with the rest of all things; a cycle of knowledge, of light and shadow. It is not the essence of the world, of creation, that is unfair– unkind, unwanting– but the effects of all the things within it. And so, we must not ever have need to justify our selves, but the effects of them. I am the Doeroet Kihn, the dread kin to all people.